Saturday, October 30, 2010
Now I know the reason for all the emotional things for the past 3 days or so. My period is back!!!!!!
THANK YOU GOD!
I tell you ah.... Damn my period. I have raging hormones going on today. From really annoyed to super happy to extremely sad then Super needy pulak. hahahahahahahahaahahahaahah
Dear Cedric, Su-Jian, Greg, Luke and Qila, I'm sorry for all the sudden changes going on today. lolllll... I hope you had fun experiencing the all main emotions of Joy's in a day, especially Qila. She literally heard me screamed, laughed, saddens and angry in a 40mins trip back and forth to Midvally today. hahaahahahahahahahahahahaah.. I LOVE IT TODAY!
PS: I HAD A HIGHSCORE OF 114260 OF BEJEWELED TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WUHOOOOO!!!!!!!
but i feel like i need a pat on the head for a long time......
where is varreni when u need her?????
ren, you owe me a pat.
Thursday, October 28, 2010
I wanna go back home. But I cant. dad says he dont wanna waste money.
I AM EFFFINNNNNGGGGG SAD.
I made my friend angry.
I cant help my friends with their quarrel.
I hate seeing them quarrel.
I dislike being in UKM nowadays.
I wanna go to the beach.
I despise everything foolish about me.
I find that I'm far from a wise person.
I love him. But i'm being unfair.
I miss him. But I miss you.
I miss her. and I miss you.
When will i go back.
Let me give you my schedule.
Last paper of exam: 10 Nov.
Jakarta trip: 12-24th.
National Conference: 29th -4Dec.
College Dinner-Family day Preparation Camp: 13th-19thdec.
Semester reopens 19th Dec until End of April 2011.
when will my period comes? stupid cycle.
I miss my roommate. yes.
Business and Entrepreneurship courses are never my strength.
I pray that the stupid faculty can stop shoving us as guinea pigs when it comes to introduction of new courses.
If my cgpa dropped, I swear I'll cry.
STUPID FACULTY. %#$%$^!!#%$^(#%*
sigh. even my schools allowed me to drop this freaking subject when I was form 5. BUT noooooo, not the stupid faculty that go and make this stupid subject (for me la. not to those business minded out there. no pun intended.) freaking compulsory! #$^@#$#%$@#!^(^"^*%(#$@$@!
I wanna cry.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
A friend of mine asked what should he give for his friend's wedding. So our texting conversation goes:
A: Eh, Miss X is getting married soon. Any idea on what should I give?
Me: Wedding ah? Money. So that she can use it to pay for her wedding.. Hahahaha..
It's not cheap, you know..
A: Maybe Umbrella, the line will be "may the both of you walk through all the weather under the same umbrella." :)
Me: Umbrella ah? Might as well you get them a pair of chickens!
A: Lol. I will give them an umbrella.
Me: ah.. I still prefer a pair of chickens. The line is "may they reproduce and have beautiful edible babies like a newlywed like you!"
A: What?! .....
After dinner, I went into a crazier mode
Me: Oh, why don't you give them a pair of cicak?? It's free! and this time, the line is *thinking* "2 is better than 1"
A: Ok, that sounds like a workable idea. ...
I hope you enjoy yourself reading this.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Sunday, October 17, 2010
A. I miss talking to them.
B. They just don't talk anymore.
C. They are just busy.
D. If they are not busy, they just don't tell you that they are there where they are there.
E. I just feel sad.
G. I miss them. that's all.
whatever la. just call when you feel like it. I give up asking where are you guys and hoping to meet up.
have a great life.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
APPARENTLY, my friend didn't pass the gifts that are meant for the sister!! :( Sigh. patience. patience. iNSTEAD, the gifts are left in the friend's car and I doubt that the friend knows the emotional value I have on those gifts. :(
Friday, October 8, 2010
Mine, would be, full of warmth and joy. The extremity of it all.
I'd like you to come to my kind of heaven,
but only if you allow yourself to step in. :)
come, join me. that's the biggest trust you can possibly have in me.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Author's Feather by Joy Gracia Liso
paper roses, pink and red
may I want a yellow instead
songs of joy for thy songs of love, grace and faith
seemingly parted by earthly death
return, my love
for many demands of roaring tides to subside
once died, then no more
but tales of us an opportune life
no tides or demands shall part us both,
cause life inscribed by the author's feather
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Monday, October 4, 2010
Sunday, October 3, 2010
but in churc today, YB Hannah said
"I knew I was called to preached when I became His child. God will fulfill the dreams He put in your heart, so keep holding on. Here I am, preaching in schools, churches, marketplaces as a politician. So just keep your calling deep inside because it will come to pass. "
really crazy la kan, for dreaming for something big. heh.
BUT ofcoz, she said "obedience and faith are needed in the process. you just need to work with Him in order for His work to really come to pass"
then her husband, Pr Ram, prayed over the church and he said
"...... you will stand and overlook the cities and know that God place you there to make a change....."
of all the things he said, this spoke strongly in my heart. until now. hrmm.
k la. i'm rambling. die.
U SEE! a girl like me, who rambles over things, who is indecisive, APPARENTLY has this crazy dream. LOL. k la. bye. HAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHA
"NAIB JOHAN JATUH KEPADA AHMAD FIRDAUS DARI KOLEJ TUN HUSSEIN ON!"
It got me thinking for a moment and all I can answer him is that
"Well, for me, I'd try my best to learn the basic of a particular
skills and then use these to train a new batch of people. I just want
to set a platform for others to start from or step on and yea, let they themselves
grow from there. You guys don't see the possibilities in yourself so I just get it out from you and ya lor. See how far have you gone now? from debate to this. like that la.. Apparently, it just happened that I have sufficient knowledge on a particular subject and that's enough to bring you guys far. That's why I never really settle for debate... That's all. "
His grace is sufficient for all huh. :) kinda surprising to see how God places me to do new things or try some new stuffs, and in return I'm able to bless someone with the things I learnt and in return, it brings glory to Him. hehehee.. THANK YOU LORD! Truthfully, bringing out the best out of a person's full potential is just as fun as riding a rollercoaster la.. :) Mat is going for National Public Speaking Competition in Kuatan Pahang today (REPRESENTING UKM!!!!!!!!) and interesting enough, we only practice 1 round last night. HAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHHA. I have no bloody idea how to train him but I only tell what I know best --> Style of speaking, manner of speaking and content arrangements. I'm praying that Jesus will carry him through the competition! Hey kid! Don't fear for I'm praying for ya! HUGS!!!!!
THANK YOU LORD.
THANK YOU LORD!
I've been staring at the sky tonight
Marvelling and passing time
Wondering what to do with daylight
Until I can make you mine
You are the one I want, you are the one I want
I've been thinking of changing my mind
It never stays the same for long
But of all the things I know for sure
You're the only certain one
You are the one I want, you are the one I want
I've been counting up all my wrongs
One sorry for each star
See I'd apologise my way to you
If the heavens stretched that far
You are the one I want, you are the one I want
I won't find what I am looking for
If I only "see" by keeping score
'Cos I know now you are so much more than arithmetic
'Cos if I add, if I subtract
If I give it all, try to take some back
I've forgotten the freedom that comes from the fact
That you are the sum
So you are the one
When the years are showing on my face
And my strongest days are gone
When my heart and flesh depart this place
From a life that sung your song
You'll still be the one I want
Friday, October 1, 2010
to those who are around me, feeling the ups and downs, you guys are better than this. Jesus was never different when he treats the pharisees or the adulterers. He knows all things yet he chose to befriend them. Follow LOVE, then you won't hurt anyone throughout the journey. Believe me when I said that, cause the only one you'll hurt is your own pride and ego.
Father No. 2.
Mr. Lim. Lewis Lim.
Character 101: Penangite-Mirian. super caring, street smart, ex-chef, very sensitive, funny, AWESOME cook, love to cook, sweet, determined-minded, serious in work, better joker than Dad no.1 hahaahha, really grand-fatherly type, oh, father of 3.
Father No. 3
Introducing Mr Loh. Mr Loh Seng Huat. Lau Ba Loh! hahhahaahah
Characteristic 101: Johorian, VERY VERY funny, love to eat, super humble, caring, determine-minded, street smart, politician-to-be, fatherly character, serious in work, leader type. A REAL JOKER. Father of 5.
To be honest, when people ask me why won't I go back to Miri during holiday coz it's HOME, I just say "I have tons of families here in semenanjung.. Here's my home too.. So what's so bad about it?" :)
God places people and friends in your family, so work yourself up from there la. Make them your family cause they are put in your life for a reason. :) You won't lose a thing! You have food, shelter and support! :O
I'm blessed to have each one of them in my life. If you look back, they have some common grounds. I guess I'll settle down with a man of these kind one day. and yes, I doubt that my surname will ever change to non-L letter word. LOLLL.. *hint hint* hahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahah
Miss Joy Liso-Lim-Loh.