Friday, January 29, 2010
Thursday, January 28, 2010
he fell hard on Jupiter.
a nurse helps the patients,
she accidentally cut herself.
a butcher cuts the deer meat,
he sells them of for a cheap price.
why am I talking metaphorically?
you'll understand when you read.
the picture carries another meaning.
nothing about war.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
"tell me. what is love exactly? hw do u knw when
ur in love?"
Initially I wrote a long one,
but I ended up replying her
"love is an ongoing commitment that comes with responsibilities and trust"
have a great day people! :)
I've never knew that I could be an emcee for anything
I've never knew emcee-ing can be both scary and exciting thing to do!
Hence, I learn and learned for the past semester.
I emcee-d twice last semester.
1 is for MMP - Orientation Week
that is my first time ever emcee-d.
2nd turn is during AGM for BSMM.
that is my first time WRITING an emcee script!
all I know, I got critiqued badly.
but it was all in the name of "LEARNING"
then this sem, I was "forced" to come for an emcee audition for my college upcoming
"...Joy, bleh tak datang audition for emcee malam esok, 20 Jan 2010?" "...Joy, bleh tak datang for emcee audition untuk malam nie?" "...Joy, datanglah ke audition malam ni.. masih buka lagi nie" "...datang ye, kat library audition" "u datang nanti k? urgent..."
not to heighten my nose, but that was the fact!
I went and audition after Genting Trip.
I went with my messy hair.
I went in with t-shirt and jeans, while the rest wear formal.
I went in with pale face.
I went in with a KILLER headache!
ah well, I've told the seniors I'll go in and audition if they don't mind my current appearance.
LOL. (PRACTICED time) I read the script thrice, I said my prayer.
I asked God to guide my speech and my thoughts.
I surrendered everything for Him. It is all for His glory!
I went in with confident *despite of my appearance*
I went in with Him in me.
I went in with Him lowering down my nervousness.
as I read, I felt calmer. I actually enjoy reading the script!
I knew I was speaking too fast and with an American-British accent.
I knew at certain pace I was too comfortable that I spoke normally.
and TURNED OUT, the felo (hostel admin-guardians) commented on what I did.
although they never said a name but their eyes said it all.
Result came in on 24 Jan 2010 night.
"salam sejahtera kpd semua... trima kasih krn menghadiri audition yg
dijalankan... Sukacita dmaklumkan bhw anda telah berjaya utk menjadi mc pd
majlis FESSAT...Sila hantar gambar berukuran passport &sopen anda kat email ini..
***********@yahoo.com.. tq. ;) "
yey, to those UKM, do come to FESSAT and support me ya?
Monday, January 25, 2010
As I was worrying for the money for MKK10,
25“Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his lifeb?
28“And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.
hehehhehhehehhe... Oh, God has been so kind to me too! He showed me help by providing help through Koay Su-Jian who has been giving me marketing advices or stuff relating to business stuff. HAHAHAH.. oh, thanks to the pengarah-pengarah and other AJK too! Jeremy, Lee San, Christina and Joanna. :) I wouldn't be in a good shape if you guys are not around. LOL. THANKS!!!!!
thanks for the support again. I feel better now.
Thank You Lord. :)
it's creeping me out again.
it's the end of January and I am supposed to get the MKK designs out to the shops.
but again, finance is again my great issue.
If I have the money, I'd send them out and print all!
but I dont and MKK's account doesn't. I need the money, Lord.
LORD, I KNOW YOU COULD HEAR ME NOW, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
GIVE ME APPROX RM1000 FOR THE PUBLICITY DEPARTMENT?
Heavenly Dad, keep my worries in Your hands.
I trust that You are in control.
I seek for Your help. In this week, I need to get the designs out and I'm penniless.
I seek for Your grace and mercy upon me and MKK.
I don't want to fail you Lord.
I ask for abundance of blessings coming down on the designs' production.
Dad, keep me cool from breakdowns.
In Jesus name, amen.
it's DEE's birthday!
23rd of March!
I actually planned for a BIG and GRAND surprise party
but HAH! It turned out to be a small and intimate one.
the boyfriend, Iman and I made a few phone calls,
and guess what, EVERYBODY had plans!
anyhu, put the sad faces aside, I cooked for her!
well, for everybody actually.
Spaghetti, my strength and easiest recipe so far.
We headed off South City Plaza, which is across her apartment
and got us the dinner groceries.
while waiting for the boyfriend, I cooked. He came and brought us chicken
with something something that had to do with Iranian recipe!
it was ACTUALLY REALLY, REALLY good!
the stuffings! oh my! juicy! ya-yummy! lol!
off they went to get some juice outside again, i mean the boyfriend and Dee.
I got into the boyfriend's car and brought the ice-cream cake & chocolate syrup up.
getting ready to surprise her was tough, i say!
I prepared the meals, aunty Nancy (the mother) helped.
and the boyfriend called me as soon as they got near the elevator.
we managed to "act" SURPRISE though. Ah well, she knew us well.
She shed a few tears coz of the whole dinner and the cake and the dinner again.
oh, dinner was great. didn't know He planned things out to be small.
He knew better that I needed to hang out with her, due to time inconveniences.
He knew how it would meant a lot for me to cook for her 20th birthday.
He knew well, how I missed our hang out times.
I really thanked Him for the given opportunity...
oh, Dee felt terrible for eating too much.
see below!!!! LOL!!!
happy birthday darling!
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Friday, January 8, 2010
it reminds me of high-school drama, where:
person A wants an eraser, person B doesnt want an eraser. they fight off like nobody's businesses. WHEN you could have just leave the people be!
but owh well, If Christ promised us the peace and protection during any turbulence, He will provide it. :) Awesome God we're serving.
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Lecturer Mdm Jamie said I should have stayed at Sydney for coming back only on the 3rd week of lecture.
I was bombarded by my College Leaders for not attending 2 of their events while I was still back in Sydney
one of the College Leaders sarcastic emailed me back saying how ignorant I was and how I've assumed too little of her working skills, which I actually didn't. Yet, I HAVE to apologize for everything else.
today, I've missed the Psychology in Education class. Technically, I'll have to face her sarcasm for not attending her class 3 times in a row, next week.
So, how's your week? :)