Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Spelling Out Life... with Isrealites

For God so love the world that He gave His only begotten Son, Jesus Christ,
that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but has eternal live.
John 3:16

Hrmm.. I don't know why I'm including that in this post but I have a feeling it will somehow relate to the ideas I'm about to speak of.

As I spent time to read the news for the first time in SO many weeks. Hahahaha, I think I found the perfect story to write on today, that is the allegation Anwar made on a company name APCO Worldwide.

For your reading pleasure, Click Here.

From my minute view, I think it's unfair to judge anyone from the Israel la, just because of the Zionist' works. The fact that many are Jews although they ARE NOT from Israel makes Anwar's poor judgement stumbles. By not cooperating with any links with the Jews will make our country crashes to its core. Just because of an uncivilized group aka Zionist, who started off the bad stuff, doesn't make the whole clan evil. Stop your childish thoughts la. If you hate the Israelites so much, be my guest, stop using all the american products, that includes in your BMW, MERCEDES, Apple product, Sony Vaio, HP pc, Nokia phones, Acer Products, Samsung products etc. If only you and your family stop using these American products your whole entire life, I'll be glad to not talk about this issues.

The fact that TITAS (Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Asia Tenggara), a subject in UKM, taught every students to speak of ZIONIST is very unfair as well. This subject is trying to project the thoughts of "hey, look at this, they are wrong. they are evil. they are meant to be secluded by everyone in the world.". LOOK AT YOURSELF first, I beg you. If God could give away Jesus to carry the your sin and my sin, why can't you give away your hatred to love these people? Why? Don't you claim that you ought to love one another and said to have all the 'brotherhood' love all along? Then, why is your love so bias that it cannot reach out to the Israelites? I'm sorry to say this, you are lacking of love, I assume. You are lacking something deep within. Wonder why.

To all Malaysians, if God place you in this country to serve, don't find faults in other ministries/countries/parties because He never put you here to speak of hurtful stuff about others. Instead, learn from their mistakes and improvise. :)

Serve with faithfulness, grow in love and strive for your best.
only then you see this country grows.

Play your part. :)

Sunday, March 21, 2010

spelling Out Life... with Prayer

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me

Break my heart for what breaks Yours
Everything I am for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity

Hosanna, hosanna
Hosanna in the highest

"I wouldn't have put you there if I know you couldn't take it. I made you for My purpose. You could have just ignored it but My plans for you are greater and you believe in Me. You still choose to do it anyway. I will give you strength. I will give them the same grace and love I have given you. Don't give up, for you were once like them. Hard and cold. But after you found Me, you are nothing like that. You know very well I will guide you and I still love you the same. I will give you the same love so that you will love them too. Because they are My children too. Hold on to My words. You are able. You will see them as how I see you because I made you for My purpose." - love, God.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Spelling Out Life... with Hot Air Balloon Fiesta!

Hehehehehehe.. We went to Hot Air Balloon Fiesta in Putrajaya today! It was a cheap and hilarious day! Oh, this is my first time attending this event too!! :))))

Things we did:
1. Walked under the hot sun at 2 something in the afternoon! Panas weii~~
2. Jumped on the grass like crazy people. Sek Kuan still can't master the snapping of us girls jumping! SERIOUSLY. Liza and I can master that skills but he can't! ahahahaahhaah
3. Talked to EXTREME Guy (his nickname) LOL. He's so cute and he's in-charge of the Rolling Ball thingy.. haahahahahahah.. SO cute. Betul tu!
4. Asked a guy to snap our photos. Literally. HAHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHH.. that's epic!
5. Asked 2 kids to keep shooting bubbles at us! *so that Sek Kuan can snap our happy faces* xD
6. Bought a pair of earrings which only cost us rm5!! Almost alike same design, like below!! xD but mine is apple green-yellow daffodil colour.. :)))

*jumping happily*

Friday, March 19, 2010

Spelling Out Life... with MAP ke-13

I emceed the other day...
It was kinda messy coz the person we were supposed to invite on stage went back.
we too have to rush 15mins since the formal one was dragged on till 11.15pm?
so ended up informal part (which Luqman and I) had to be fasten by 15mins! xD

ANYWAY, it was a tiring day.
I wore this on that night.
I sounded like Maya Karin.

had fun with the 2nd year protocols. funny bunch of people!
a new experience indeed! :)

spelling Out Life... with White Horse

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
I honestly believed in you
Holdin' on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should've known, I should've known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Maybe I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
My mistake I didnt know to be in love
you had to fight to have the upper hand.
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse,
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
It's too late
To catch me now.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Spelling Out Life... with Foreigner-Racist

I find MOST Malaysians are racist, which include myself.

Where is the fairness in human rights when foreigners come to work in Malaysia?
If the people are Bangladeshi, is it easier to report badly about them in the news?
I guess, having corruption within our country is AN okay thing.
I guess, bribing policemen when you got summoned is an okay thing.
I guess it is just an easy OKAY thing to do.
The Sessions Court here acquitted and discharged a Bangladeshi contractor of a charge of bribing a police officer seven years ago. - The Star

I find it bullshit la. EVERY DAY EVERYONE bribe the police if possibilities appear! YOU, dear PDRM, need to check your own department! Why are you of such power have such low integrity?? Yet, when it comes to a foreigner bribing, EVERYONE go hoohaa over it! SO MUCH OF kettle calling the pot black!

Not only that. The Ministry of Health too, is giving problems to foreign workers! Yes, yes, "Rakyat didahulukan, Pencapaian Diutamakan" but that doesn't make you neglect the foreign workers! I went to the hospital the other day, a Bangladeshi guy was in comatose yet NOBODY did anything! you know why? NOBODY came to be in charge of him! The doctor couldn't do anything and EXPECTED the guy to heal by himself! WTH?????????!!!!!!!!! i mean, for goodness sake, YOU ARE THE FREAKING DOCTOR! YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO HELP! YOU ARE ASSIGNED TO ASSIST THE SICK! YOU STUDIED 7YEARS OF CRAPS JUST TO WALK AROUND AND ASSIST THE LOCAL PEOPLE who apparently are with their friends and relatives! this guy only has ONE friend, that is a guy from the same kampung only. He himself doesn't even know his rights in this country... where is the fairness in all these?? i mean, no offense to those who are working as doctors. The doctors present on that day were happily chatting with one another......................... laugh all you want. you hold his life in your hands, why can't you take chances in doing a miracle in people like these? They need their life back yet, The doctor was FREAKING annoying! "why do you want to know?? you are not even his friends!" wth? Calling yourself a doctor now? check your heart if it is even there. yes yes, there must be rules to follow. But there's always a way to get through it if you have the will, you know... There's a thing call you DOING an adoption, being guardian, ever wonder that through your head? there's a thing call pestering the higher administration to help him. there's a thing call wisdom, if u have any. there's a thing call hospital funds, if you forget that. i wonder where did all these go when you laugh your day through without performing any operation on the guy. JUST BECAUSE he IS a Bangladeshi. Racist much.

"oohhh... don't go near these places. there are many of them there. they'll rape you"
"don't speak to them... they always have bad intentions wan.. don't trust them at all"
"just watch out. it's a dangerous place. they'll pick pocket and rob you."

till then.

Friday, March 12, 2010

spelling Out Life... with being 20

thanks all for the wishes!!!




I have what I NEEDED.
- close friends to celebrate it
- a pair of new sunglasses

I have what I WANTED!
- cupcakes!!!!
- people sing birthday songs!

I have the craziest present too!
THANKS SEK KUAN for the ever random acts!
gila wei. I cant stop laughing thinking bout them!
guess what, he gave me:
1. Frisbee disc with Marie Cats Laser STICKER on it.
2. Literally a "Congratulation to the Bride and Groom" card as my bday card!!!!

overall, i had a REALLY COOL DAY. :D
thank you!!!

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Spelling Out Life... with PENDIDIK 10/11


after the long dragging meeting we had last nite,
I am now the official EXCO of FPEND for 2010/2011

thank you for your support.

will do my best to serve the FPEND folks!


Joy is here to revolutionize the faculty!
watch out people!

Friday, March 5, 2010

Spelling Out Life... with Malam Kesempurnaan Kasih 2010

I thanked the whole committees of MKK10 for helping me out the WHOLE TIME!
*standing ovation*

thank Him above all!
thank Him for bringing people of different walks of life..

and yes, even if things weren't smooth during rehearsal,
things were in place during the day itself!
amen to that huh!

and yes, to my ever cool sidekick, Sek Kuan and Jenna,
for helping me out with posters!
Thank you to all those who lend a hand or two for this event.

I thank you for those who attended too.
You guys are the bomb!!

I pray that you are blessed.

thank you!

Spelling Out Life... with Teaching (Part 3)

"teach with humility"

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Spelling Out Life... with Purpose Driven Life

You will enjoy the new insights that Rick Warren has, with his wife now having cancer and him having 'wealth' from the book sales. This is an absolutely incredible short interview with Rick Warren, 'Purpose Driven Life ' author and pastor of Saddleback Church in California.

In the interview by Paul Bradshaw with Rick Warren, Rick said:

People ask me, What is the purpose of life?
And I respond: In a nutshell, life is preparation for eternity.. We were not made to last forever, and God wants us to be with Him in Heaven.

One day my heart is going to stop, and that will be the end of my body-- but not the end of me.

I may live 60 to 100 years on earth, but I am going to spend trillions of years in eternity (Heaven or Hell). This is the warm-up act - the dress rehearsal. God wants us to practice on earth what we will do forever in eternity..

We were made by God and for God, and until you figure that out, life isn't going to make sense.

Life is a series of problems: Either you are in one now, you're just coming out of one, or you're getting ready to go into another one.

The reason for this is that God is more interested in your character than your comfort; God is more interested in making your life holy than He is in making your life happy..

We can be reasonably happy here on earth, but that's not the goal of life. The goal is to grow in character, in Christ-likeness.
This past year has been the greatest year of my life but also the toughest, with my wife, Kay, getting cancer.

I used to think that life was hills and valleys - you go through a dark time, then you go to the mountaintop, back and forth. I don't believe that anymore.

Rather than life being hills and valleys, I believe that it's kind of like two rails on a railroad track, and at all times you have something good and something bad in your life.

No matter how good things are in your life, there is always something bad that needs to be worked on.

And no matter how bad things are in your life, there is always something good you can thank God for.

You can focus on your purposes, or you can focus on your problems:

If you focus on your problems, you're going into self-centeredness, which is my problem, my issues, my pain.' But one of the easiest ways to get rid of pain is to get your focus off yourself and onto God and others.

We discovered quickly that in spite of the prayers of hundreds of thousands of people, God was not going to heal Kay or make it easy for her- It has been very difficult for her, and yet God has strengthened her character, given her a ministry of helping other people, given her a testimony, drawn her closer to Him and to people.

You have to learn to deal with both the good and the bad of life.

Actually, sometimes learning to deal with the good is harder. For instance, this past year, all of a sudden, when the book sold 15 million copies, it made me instantly very wealthy.
It also brought a lot of notoriety that I had never had to deal with before. I don't think God gives you money or notoriety for your own ego or for you to live a life of ease..

So I began to ask God what He wanted me to do with this money, notoriety and influence. He gave me two different passages that helped me decide what to do, II Corinthians 9 and Psalm 72.

First, in spite of all the money coming in, we would not change our lifestyle one bit.. We made no major purchases.

Second, about midway through last year, I stopped taking a salary from the church.

Third, we set up foundations to fund an initiative we call The Peace Plan to plant churches, equip leaders, assist the poor, care for the sick, and educate the next generation.

Fourth, I added up all that the church had paid me in the 24 years since I started the church, and I gave it all back. It was liberating to be able to serve God for free.

We need to ask ourselves: Am I going to live for possessions? Popularity? Name?

Am I going to be driven by pressures? Guilt? Bitterness? Materialism? Or am I going to be driven by God's purposes (for my life)?

When I get up in the morning, I sit on the side of my bed and say, God, if I don't get anything else done today, I want to know You more and love You better. God didn't put me on earth just to fulfill a to-do list. He's more interested in what I am than what I do.

That's why we're called human beings, not human doings.

Happy moments, PRAISE GOD.
Difficult moments, SEEK GOD.
Quiet moments, WORSHIP GOD.
Painful moments, TRUST GOD.
Every moment, THANK GOD..