Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Spelling Out Life... with Female's Dictionary

Ahhh.. Since when women has their own dictionary? Since they have a pattern of doing so! LOL. So boys, brace yourself with a tight seatbelt as you read this! Haha!

Yes = No

No = Yes

Maybe = No

I’m sorry. = You’ll be sorry.

We need... = I want

It’s your decision = The correct decision should be obvious by now.

Do what you want... = You’ll pay for this later.

We need to talk... = I need to complain

Sure...go ahead = I don’t want you to.

I’m not upset = Of course I’m upset, you moron!

You’re so manly = You need a shave and you sweat a lot.

You’re certainly attentive tonight = Is sex all you ever think about?

Be romantic, turn out the lights = I have flabby thighs.

This kitchen is so inconvenient = I want a new house.

I want new curtains = ...and carpeting, and furniture, and wallpaper.....

Hang the picture there = NO, I mean hang it there!

I heard a noise = I noticed you were almost asleep.

Do you love me? = I’m going to ask for something expensive.

How much do you love me? = I did something today you’re really not going to like.

I’ll be ready in a minute = Kick off your shoes and find a good game on TV. Coz I'll be long.

Am I fat? = Tell me I’m beautiful.

You have to learn to communicate. = Just agree with me.

Are you listening to me!? = Too late, you’re dead.

Was that the baby? = Why don’t you get out of bed and walk him until he goes to sleep.

I'm not yelling! = Yes I am yelling because I think this is important.

In response to What’s wrong?:

The same old thing = Nothing

Nothing = Everything

Nothing, really = It’s just that you’re such an idiot!

Easy to read, isn't it? =D

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Spelling out Life with... New Year, New me?

change is good.

change makes things better.

So, 2010, I'm going to make it even more spicier! :D


1. learn to be MORE positive-minded

2. do my best in events that will be running in UKM

3. hang out with my classmates more often

4. serve in PERKEB

5. drive to Perak one day

6. drive to Johor too

7. not going back to Miri, year end? since I'll be there for pre-practicum during Mid year! wuhoo!

8. see grace again. dont know how, but i want to

9. get Live Luxe by J.LO (beautiful scent)

10. be active in BSMM, PERKEB, COLLEGE DINNER and assignment. ONLY. :)

Spelling out Life... with Thanksgiving of 2009

Start counting your blessings since it's coming to an end!! :)

Here is the top10 list of mine:

1. Duo Night Fantasia - directing a play "I dont want to be A Princess"

2. Serve in Campus Alive,Shah Alam - awesome period

3. Serve in FGA church - Ushering is GREAT!

4. Helping out in CHC - again, USHERING is fun!

5. Birthday - Thanks DEE for coming over. :) Appreciate it all.

6. got in UKM - great one!

7. joined pantun, Red Cross, puisi and debate - HAHAHAH

8. being able to come to Sydney & Mlebourne

9. CHC youth ministry picnic. LOL. Kenaidy and I had a good talk.

10. FOC camp, The Plan Conference - all mind blowing!

So what's yours?

Monday, December 21, 2009

Spelling out Life... With Paranormal Activity

While watching this, I got GOOSEBUMPS! LOL. All of you should watch this.. It's about a young couple that move in a house and next thing you know, all ends in hell. :D I even got freaking nightmare coz of it! I dreamt of my mother gripping my hand and scratching it deep into my skin. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. Ahh well, it's a good scary show. LOL.
Spilling out of words,

Friday, December 18, 2009

Spelling out Life... With in Love

when it hits you, it hits hard, that's what people say about love.


I see one flaw about me. I love love. but I can't trully share love with people, that's where selfishness comes in. A wise man, namely CS LEWIS, said to love is to be vulnerable. I couldn't see the fact that someone GOT to be vulnerable or exposed just to feel loved and to love, especially not me.

I once have feelings for this one guy, pretty much not over him, obviously. LOL. I was able to give my lovey dovey actions (FYI, certainly not sex) to him, most importantly, to others gladly. I was being sincerely loving everybody else. Anyhoo, everything messed up, until now, it got complicated. The more years added in this formula, the more dip-crap I get myself into. "WOAH JOY, GET OVER HIM". yea, tell that to God. heh. Erm, not only this whole unfinished business got me into this level, there are some other major things that got me into THIS level. Oh, this is just a minimal thing. Really. If the major issues are conquered, I'll be easily in love with anyone new. HAHAHAHAHA.. All in all, I can't afford to love people much. that's the bottom line.

I'm certainly not being emo now. I just don't see the need of completely love anyone. U getting me? LOL.

I might blame myself for staying a spinster when I grow old and die.

Anyone care to be my flings next year?
oh, no worries I'll still update if I have any crushes next year, here.
You have to just wait and see.


Spilling Out of Words,

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Spelling out Life... With Falling

Sometimes I wonder why I am such a hopeless romantic. Seriously. I like people too fast. I like having the thoughts of "I'm going to have 6 kids with him, live in a nice country home alike and teach in a tough class and make a difference.." or 3 kids, if my mood changes. LOL.

Just so you know, I have the tendancy to leave the guys too.

I thank God for the signs to not continue my feelings.

which means I'm still single because of Him.


I find myself in a position to like someone now. OH WELL, my period is here now.

So, i'm blaming it for making me feel cheesy.


Anyway, I don't know this guy. Neither does he.


*i know, you have to know someone, to like someone etc etc*

which IS true!

so, LIKE I SAID, i'm a hopeless romantic.

truth be told, I only read his blog.

such a great author/blogger and singer/composer.

he seems different.
*awwwww..Yes.. I paham..*

I ultimately don't know him. sad kan?


I'm just letting it out here, since I don't know who to tell.

I kinda hope he knows me and we'll fall in love or something.


note to reader: i'm getting emotional now. the HR (hopeless romantic) side of me is

out and my emo-ness is rampantly out of my systems now. T.T

Anyhoo, IF we were to fall in love, WHICH I DOUBT WE WILL,

I'd say my life would be just like Sleepless Seattle, in WHICH


What a beautiful movie. :)

Let us see how many hours my emo-ness lasts

Usually it ends after a while. feels like crying now. having PMS is not a fun thing to have. imbalance hormones. :(

Spilling out of Emo-ness