Showing posts with label Hope. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Hope. Show all posts

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Spelling out Life... with Inter-Group HX Debate Tournament


Have I mentioned that I organized 2 debate tournaments in the college?

Yea I did. 1 was easy, another is like hell. Literally.


Day 1 : I was asked to organize a debate tournament for the HX juniors for their co-curricular evaluation thing.. I disagreed due to my Inter-Block debate ongoing. HOWEVER, Head Felo said BY HOOK OR BY CROOK, it had to be done under my bureau. My Biro's Felo had to give in.


Day 2: I briefed the PC HX about the debate. It was simple? They kept quiet. Bad Sign? Yes. *I never knew it was THAT bad* I came out with random debate motions.


a) THW support same sex marriage.

b) THW support death penalty

c) TH bans cosmetic surgery


something2 la. i couldn't remember.


Day 3 (actual day) : things were still okay during the day. but it suck big time on the tournament round. thank God for ISABEL, CHUMAN DEV and JEREMY for coming to support. I'd die if they weren't there.


Problems:

1. MANY TEAMS registered late

2. Adjudicators got irrated for the late registration

3. CERTAIN faculty's students were demonstrating (aka MOGOK) cause the 1st motion is TOO SENSITIVE for them to do.

4. Felos were blaming me for forcing them to send in First-Years. (?????? right??)



Day 4 (tuesday): I cried whole day. I had the worst day in this semester, UNDENIABLY true. A felo came and said that I was at wrong for doing this and that and how I should do this and that, which I respected her for telling me personally la. BUT, she added that OTHER felos were REALLY angry at me for the whole tournament aka refer to point 4 and point 3. LOL. I didn't get the idea of doing something for them yet got pissed at for doing something. Oh yea, just as requested by the felo to make a KIDDY LEVEL motion, I did. So I came out with "TH thinks Siti Nurhaliza is better than Britney Spears". So much of a university students. Gah.


Day 5 (Wed): I picked myself up. I screw those who didn't come for debate. the FELO that got angry at me, removed her teams that went to Quarter from the tournament. So much for professionalism and having game spirit. Today was okay? Everyone appeared. ALMOST. Lol. there were 3 teams backing out. In return, the other teams have to fight among their own team. SORRY. Don't blame me, I wasn't the one backing out last minute, the system has chosen u guys to compete with one another. so YEA.


Day 6. (Thurs): I was THAT happy. :D HELL WAS OVER. Semifinal was FUN. really fun. I love every moment of it. :) Finals went well too. :) Thank God for the awesome committees that helped me through it all. May God bless them all. :) They have been there the whole time, so I'm THAT thankful to God. :)





Overall, my own 10 lessons?

1. Go kiddy on certain group of people. One who acts like a child, treat 'em like a child.

2. Go discuss with the felos for everything.

3. Be prepared to cry if u plan to change the world of certain minds.

4. Trust your committees with the whole process.

5. Believe God will carry you through in the midst of tears and hell.

6. Screw the voices that don't matter. Listen yes, but never be fooled.

7. I learn to organize a debate tournament! heck, when can u possibly do it again?? HAHAHAHA

8. Learn to forgive those who brings u down. Cry if you have to but forgive too. :)

9. Smile in the midst of the sour faces.

10. I learn that everything happens for His Glory although I sweared, I cried, I hurt and I was broken in the midst of it. :D




What to cherish?

1. friends that helped me. (My Biro's AJKs, debater friends, PERKEB people for their endless encouragement)

2. the whole process of running a tiny event.

3. the advices from my Biro's felo and MT Academic. :)

4. the smile I have after the whole thing finishes!!

5. the patience I have after the whole process. :DD

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Spelling Out Life... with Decisions Decisions


I'm still yet to plan out Academic's events for 2010/2011...

God Lord, please take over...

I'm sending in a proposal tomorrow...

Guide me through every steps and decisions..

:)

In Jesus' name,
amen

Friday, February 26, 2010

Spelling Out Life... with Pumpkin Pies with Apple Crumble!


God has been faithful this week. :)

Let me list it down,


Monday:
Accident happened,
I helped the guy until he was safely in the hospital.
I went to stamp the posters.
Banner was done.
Banner application sent in by my ever faithful friend, Zhao Lin.
Scared of Tuesday's pack timetable.


Tuesday:
ALL the classes were cancelled,
I went to visit the accident victim. LOL.
By God's grace, I'm able to meet the family and clear off cloudy clouds. LOL.
A friend of mine, Sek Kuan, is speechless because of my action. HAHAHA.
We went to collect the posters at Wisma Aman.
I had all the time to paste up the posters!
Darling Classmate, Jenna Desiree Robert, was kind enough to lend her womanpower!
We went to 3 faculties, a number of colleges etc...
too many posters left..
No more idea on pasting. too tired.


Wednesday:
HAD to collect shirt money...
been expecting the shirts on the 25th, just as the guy promised.
BUT lack of money!!!
Carrying on with MKK practice as usual...
THEN, the girls and Sek Kuan helped out in pasting posters!!
:))
AND, i've given away TONS of posters to the peserta!!
Majority from different faculties and colleges!!!!
thank God for PEOPLE!!!!
COOL huh...
STILL, lack of money to pay for shirt...


Thursday:
Shirt money not yet collected!!!!!!!!
THEN, i arranged some people to come to Pusan to pay...
THEN the shirt company called and apologized...
agreed to send the clothes today but can only receive on saturday!!!!
hahahahhahaha..
So, this equals to more time to look for more ppl to buy shirt!!! LOL..
Then, waited at Pusan...
only a few came.. =.="
BUT, THANKFUL FOR THESE! xD
THENNNNNNN..
just now, during PERKEB, we sold a number of shirts...
added all the money helped along by Jeremy Leow,
THE MONEY WAS SUFFICIENT!!!!!!!!!!
Imagine we have to raise up RM900++ in one day,
WHO ON THEIR RIGHT MIND CAN RAISE RM1000 in one day?????!!
we can't but
GOD DID IT FOR US!!!!
LOL.
and, I passed MOST of the flyers and posters to EVERYBODY!!!!


BAHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHHA....



SEEE!!! How awesome is the Living Christ I'm serving???!!!
cool huh.
and yes, thank Him for providing me the helped I needed...
may it be through friends, close friends etc.. :)


and YES, thank you TAN SEK KUAN!!!!
you have been a great asset to MKK10 and to me! :)
I do believe that God will bless you even more than I could
possibly imagine! :)




Friday, January 29, 2010

Spelling Out Life... with Feelings


If God were to send me anywhere to settle down,
I'd choose Baguio City, Philippine.
It looks home to me.
I dont have a clue why.
SERIOUSLY!

xD


At least I know there's Reagan Moore to be there to watch over me.

LOL.

AND NO, he is not my boyfriend. He is just a guy I met during his trip down to Melaka.
HAHAHAHAHAAHAHA.

*swiftly blowing hands*
Joy does have her charm on international men!

BAHAHAAHAHAAHAH..



Don't mind me getting crazy,
it's the hormone kicking in.


Haih.





Current emotion:
heart broken.
devastated.




*walks away*

bahahhhahahahahahah!

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Spelling out Life... With Falling





Sometimes I wonder why I am such a hopeless romantic. Seriously. I like people too fast. I like having the thoughts of "I'm going to have 6 kids with him, live in a nice country home alike and teach in a tough class and make a difference.." or 3 kids, if my mood changes. LOL.



Just so you know, I have the tendancy to leave the guys too.

I thank God for the signs to not continue my feelings.

which means I'm still single because of Him.

HAHAHAHAAH.



I find myself in a position to like someone now. OH WELL, my period is here now.

So, i'm blaming it for making me feel cheesy.

hahahahhahhah...

Anyway, I don't know this guy. Neither does he.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

*i know, you have to know someone, to like someone etc etc*

which IS true!

so, LIKE I SAID, i'm a hopeless romantic.

truth be told, I only read his blog.

such a great author/blogger and singer/composer.

he seems different.
*awwwww..Yes.. I paham..*

I ultimately don't know him. sad kan?

:D


I'm just letting it out here, since I don't know who to tell.

I kinda hope he knows me and we'll fall in love or something.

HAHHHAHAHHAHAHHAH..


note to reader: i'm getting emotional now. the HR (hopeless romantic) side of me is

out and my emo-ness is rampantly out of my systems now. T.T


Anyhoo, IF we were to fall in love, WHICH I DOUBT WE WILL,

I'd say my life would be just like Sleepless Seattle, in WHICH

I THANK SEK KUAN FOR GIVING IT TO ME. :D

What a beautiful movie. :)



Let us see how many hours my emo-ness lasts

Usually it ends after a while. feels like crying now. having PMS is not a fun thing to have. imbalance hormones. :(




Spilling out of Emo-ness

XOXO!!

AHHAHAHAHAHH

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Spelling Out Life... With a Tiny Hope

verse 1:
would you believe me if i said...
that we are the ones who can make the change
in the world today...
would you believe me if i said...
that all of your dreams in your heart
can come true... today...
would you believe me if i said...
that life could be all that you want it to be... today...

chorus:
and if i had wings i would fly
'cause all that i need, You are
and if the world caved in around me
to You i'd still hold on
cause You're all that i believe
and the one that created me
JESUS.. because of You.. i'm FREE

verse 2:
would you believe me if i said...
that God can make miracles happen today
would you believe me if i said...
that you dont need to wait for the answers before..
you step out in faith..
would you believe me if i said
that nothing is ever IMPOSSIBLE.. for God..

Bridge:
just live your life.. with God inside
you wont regret one moment of it
and give all that you can for God... for God








i dono why i'm stuck to this song for the past 4hours.
can i ask for a miracle that i have visa and tickets now?