Spelling Out Life... with Entrepreneurship Course

for the first time in my entire life, I really don't know what I wrote in an exam hall.


Business and Entrepreneurship courses are never my strength.


I pray that the stupid faculty can stop shoving us as guinea pigs when it comes to introduction of new courses.


I'm pissed.


If my cgpa dropped, I swear I'll cry.


STUPID FACULTY. %#$%$^!!#%$^(#%*



sigh. even my schools allowed me to drop this freaking subject when I was form 5. BUT noooooo, not the stupid faculty that go and make this stupid subject (for me la. not to those business minded out there. no pun intended.) freaking compulsory! #$^@#$#%$@#!^(^"^*%(#$@$@!



I wanna cry.

Spelling out Life... with Working Part Time

I work. FINALLY. FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE.


guess where??


KKR.


NOT PKR.



NOT FUNNY, I KNOW.


LOL.








taaaaddaaaaa...

Hellu Boss, I'm now a part of Mr Roger's staff. Ngehehehehe.. Like a star on stage, we must entertain the audience aka customer with our best. YYEEEERRRRRRRRRR..... BAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

K la, first day was tiring but fun. XD I had a "buddy" called Johan, friendly guy. :D K la, ASSIGNMENT TIME. LOL. NITE LOVEs~

Spelling out Life... with Inter-Group HX Debate Tournament

Have I mentioned that I organized 2 debate tournaments in the college?

Yea I did. 1 was easy, another is like hell. Literally.

Day 1 : I was asked to organize a debate tournament for the HX juniors for their co-curricular evaluation thing.. I disagreed due to my Inter-Block debate ongoing. HOWEVER, Head Felo said BY HOOK OR BY CROOK, it had to be done under my bureau. My Biro's Felo had to give in.

Day 2: I briefed the PC HX about the debate. It was simple? They kept quiet. Bad Sign? Yes. *I never knew it was THAT bad* I came out with random debate motions.

a) THW support same sex marriage.

b) THW support death penalty

c) TH bans cosmetic surgery

something2 la. i couldn't remember.

Day 3 (actual day) : things were still okay during the day. but it suck big time on the tournament round. thank God for ISABEL, CHUMAN DEV and JEREMY for coming to support. I'd die if they weren't there.

Problems:

1. MANY TEAMS registered late

2. Adjudicators got irrated for the late registration

3. CERTAIN faculty's students were demonstrating (aka MOGOK) cause the 1st motion is TOO SENSITIVE for them to do.

4. Felos were blaming me for forcing them to send in First-Years. (?????? right??)

Day 4 (tuesday): I cried whole day. I had the worst day in this semester, UNDENIABLY true. A felo came and said that I was at wrong for doing this and that and how I should do this and that, which I respected her for telling me personally la. BUT, she added that OTHER felos were REALLY angry at me for the whole tournament aka refer to point 4 and point 3. LOL. I didn't get the idea of doing something for them yet got pissed at for doing something. Oh yea, just as requested by the felo to make a KIDDY LEVEL motion, I did. So I came out with "TH thinks Siti Nurhaliza is better than Britney Spears". So much of a university students. Gah.

Day 5 (Wed): I picked myself up. I screw those who didn't come for debate. the FELO that got angry at me, removed her teams that went to Quarter from the tournament. So much for professionalism and having game spirit. Today was okay? Everyone appeared. ALMOST. Lol. there were 3 teams backing out. In return, the other teams have to fight among their own team. SORRY. Don't blame me, I wasn't the one backing out last minute, the system has chosen u guys to compete with one another. so YEA.

Day 6. (Thurs): I was THAT happy. :D HELL WAS OVER. Semifinal was FUN. really fun. I love every moment of it. :) Finals went well too. :) Thank God for the awesome committees that helped me through it all. May God bless them all. :) They have been there the whole time, so I'm THAT thankful to God. :)

Overall, my own 10 lessons?

1. Go kiddy on certain group of people. One who acts like a child, treat 'em like a child.

2. Go discuss with the felos for everything.

3. Be prepared to cry if u plan to change the world of certain minds.

4. Trust your committees with the whole process.

5. Believe God will carry you through in the midst of tears and hell.

6. Screw the voices that don't matter. Listen yes, but never be fooled.

7. I learn to organize a debate tournament! heck, when can u possibly do it again?? HAHAHAHA

8. Learn to forgive those who brings u down. Cry if you have to but forgive too. :)

9. Smile in the midst of the sour faces.

10. I learn that everything happens for His Glory although I sweared, I cried, I hurt and I was broken in the midst of it. :D

What to cherish?

1. friends that helped me. (My Biro's AJKs, debater friends, PERKEB people for their endless encouragement)

2. the whole process of running a tiny event.

3. the advices from my Biro's felo and MT Academic. :)

4. the smile I have after the whole thing finishes!!

5. the patience I have after the whole process. :DD

Spelling out Life... with Inter-Block Debate Tournament

pow pow wow wow.



It ended.



Thank You AWESOME COMMITTEES that helped out.

:)



Congrats to Girls Junior BLOCK B that won. :)

-Love always,

Jaksa Akademik.

Spelling out Life... with Mcd&Durians

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Funny experience with the roomate, Miss Esther + Mami Varenni + Su Jian + Caroline!!

Ah yes, we went for sport and I sprained my right thumb. THAT'S WHY I NEVER LIKE PLAYING BASKETBALL! =.=" I love WATCHING but not PLAYING the game.

After makan MCD, I sang this random chinese song, then everyone were trying hard to IGNORE ME. So I kept on singing whatever chinese words that were popping out until the point where there were sudden *SMACK a GAZILLION TIME* by Miss Esther. HAAHAHAHAHAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH

You should have seen her annoyance.

hahaahahaahahahahahaahahahahahaahahahaa

then CAROL pula, sang "SAN ZHI LAU FU. SAN ZHI LAU FU. PAU DE KUAI". which is totally wrong. HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAAHAHAAHHAH..

our conversation in MCD and durian were crazy overall. :)

oh, Durian was good. banyak daging wei. XD

Blessed Day!

:)

Spelling out Life... with Lost

im at a lost phase.
im at a phase where I wanna do everything
I do not know where my commitments are.
I do know I just wanna serve as wherever I am at.
I'm just lost.

Dear Lord, what is it there for me to do now? what is it.

Spelling out Life... with Death

lately, I've been thinking bout death.
How I'd die in a car crash.
and how struggling it is to not be drown by my old blood.
How I'm fighting for air yet the blood keeps on flowing in, like water.


I don't recall bout the pain
But I recall bout the legacy I will leave.
But do I actually have a legacy to leave here on earth?


As the memories keep on flashing in my mind
I see the people I've served in UKM, UiTM, Miri, SMK Chung Hua Miri etc.
I see the faces of these people and I see their smiles.
I see the little things I did.
I see only the little things, but did they bring any impact to those who smiled back at me?
Did they?







I don't know why has it been almost a month I've been thinking bout death?
Seriously. Not funny. hahahaahahahahahaha.. I think Liza is bored of me asking her "If I die kan Liza, will you be sad and cry?" HAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. *lame, i know* u know what her replies would be "ih, I'm not gonna answer that. stupid question. of coz la sad, calie you. gai you." hahahahahahahaahahahahahahah








sigh. tired now. real tired.

Spelling out Life... with Sickness

I'm down with a flu n cough now.

Ate medicine and woke up 3 hours later.
not a fun thing to do.
i nearly fainted when i went to wash my face. LOL.
I was quiet in PERKEB too.
REALLY QUIET.
I can't seem to bother to open my mouth and speak.
I'm just too consumed with the medicine.
I'm tired.

lol.



nite.
xoxo,

Spelling out Life... with Annoyance

Dear Lord,
teach me to be patient with thy servants.
teach me to love my neighbours, you know who is that specifically.
I hav 1 semester to grow out of this.
Please mold my character throughout this semester.
Let me be like You.
Let me grow more like YOU.
Please.


Key survival for Joy's 2nd Year 1st Sem:
Patience
Joy
Lovingkindness
Wisdom
Grace
Faithfulness
Love
Peace.
Goodness





I need them, Lord. Be present in my room.
I need YOU to be present in my room.
Coz honestly I'm trying hard here,
But I need Your strength to carry me through this sem.
First time I encounter such trial,
It's not fun ba God... Really.

I wanna cry when she's around.
She's nice as a whole outside but totally a different person in the room.
that is something new to me. I love her I do, but her character is challenging my way of thinking.
Why can't she just be nice once in awhile and talk in the room?
Sigh.
I'm going to live with her for the next one semester,
I don't mind, I love the fact I have someone to live with.
But most of the times, I feel constraint in my own home. I honestly do.
I'm thinking of quiting our CF too. I can't afford to have a grudge while worshipping You.
I don't want a queen treatment, I don't need much attention,
but a lil "Hie, how are you?" won't kill her, would it?
Giving is what I'm learning this sem, because of her.
it's a good practice. but it's depressing type of giving.
I'm giving so that she will have a happier life this sem,
but apparently it still doesn't work.
But God, if it's pleasing to You, please tell me?
please.

change to make the peace.
I know.
I'm changing myself: loud outside to quiet outside, attention outside to cold treatment inside,
CHANGING. but it's making me sad. :(
It's hard.
Seriously God.
HARD.
i need your help God.
Carry me through.
I wanna cry everyday I get in the room.
It's like an atom full of negative aura.
LOL,
but sad la god. you know how i feel.
please let her speak to me kindly or at least happily everyday.
that's all.
a happy tone Hie would be enough.
haih. haih. haih.

Spelling out Life... with Inter-College English Debate 2010

Just as some of you had known,
my College's junior debaters had won the Inter-College English Debate 2010!
Thank You Lord! :)

*best part, our friends from KDO won 2nd!!! How cool was that?! I LOVE THE KDO PEOPLE! ahahaha*

Preparing them for a month or less than that was tiring, fun and slightly annoying! LOL. *we can't expect oh-so-fun-and-joy the whole time, can we?* From calling them to arranging rooms etc etc is a tiring job but HECK, IT WAS WORTH IT! They were awesome! :) Even if they didn't win anything, I'd still be proud of EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM! :) *hugs*

So yea, here's the photos of us and the KDO junior debaters!

*pocoyo!*

:)

It was a memorable time.

They are now my debate family.

and yes, they are awesome bunch of people

:)

best remarks:

Do you want the kids to rape each another? -Alicia, KDO

HAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHAH

Spelling out Life... with New Hair Product

I'm testing my hair on this new buble hair dye thingy. I picked on Mocha Orange for no specific reason... LOL! So, yea. will post up the result soon! :D

Spelling out Life... with Singing Competition

First time in life, I joined a singing competition! WOOT! WOOT!

It was a small event in my Faculty's Teacher's Day, pretty small event, so I said to myself,

"Hey, no harm right?"

HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Few days after that decision-making,

Sek Kuan said "You should sing Stupid Cupid!"

Ah Yen, Isabel and the rest were only nodding their heads.

HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!

so YEA,

I sang Stupid Cupid on the 27th July of 2010

with 8 contestants (SEE! TOLD YOU ITS SMALL)!

HAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAH

I think I was the only person who sang happy-beaty-funny song WHILE the rest was singing voice challenging-lovey dovey-motivational-sad song.

and my funny work paid off by getting a Consolation Prize. :D

*I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF! :D*

Come to think of it, I'd want to go for an audition in One In A Million next time.

Hmmm...

hahahahhaahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahaahah

Spelling out Life... with Forum Alam SekitaR IV

*okay, this is just a random photo I picked from google. Lol*

Congratulation to UKM representatives, who are my college's juniors: Mohd Amirull, Farah Adilah, Mohd Imran and Muhd. Khuzaifah, for winning 2nd Runner Up for UPSI Forum Alam Sekitar Inter-Varsity Tournament! You guys are the best! :) Continue to work hard fr the college and make the Biro Akademik proud! :D

xoxo,

Me.

Spelling out Life... Malaysia Guinness Book of Record

we're confirmed!

Watch us at Dewan Gemilang, UKM.

7.08.10, 7PM.

OR

watch us online.

:D

Spelling out Life... with ASEAN Universities Orchestra show

This is my first orchestra show! :D

No longer an orchestra virgin.

HAHAHAAHAHA.

oh, they are combination of the Phillippines, Thailand, Indonesia, Brunei and Malaysia.

:)

Here's me and my awesome new bunch of friends. LOL. minus Wan, the one holding a jacket, he is my friend since I was 13. :D

bottom line: we LOVE it. :D

Spelling out Life... with Orientation Week 2010/2011

After long long hours of going through semi-BTN PC camps, dreading talks and endless meetings, orientation week of 2010/2011 was over! :D

Let me share the highlights of the whole process of preparing for this orientation week!



In Camp Agro for PC Camps in Setiu, Terengganu, I made awesome friends who were my LDK mates! Really awesome bunch of people. They are Roopini (the Nutritionist), Chua (the BioMEDIC), Alvin (the PMUKM), Syed (the JAKSA of Kerohanian of KBH), Teo (the Quiet one), Ewa (the Loving one), Nea (the Baby of the group), Mimi (the Eldest), Lukman (the Sports one) and uh, the last one, he TALKS alot and I don't recall his name. But he was the best guy in our team! So let us categorize him under the name the Funny one. :D



Technically I fell under the label "the Opposition one" just because of my favourite leader is not from the government side. Cool huh? An "opposition" in a government camp. :P















then Orientation Week 2010/2011 of UKM started! :D

1 word - CRAZY!

SERIOUS.



Nonetheless, the debaters under Luqman Hakim and my care got into top 30 debaters (out of 98) and a team of them got 2nd in the Vice-Chancellor Cup Debate Tournament! HOW AWESOME WAS THAT?? :D











So yea, just to update you all bout my orientation week. :D

Being a PC is fun.

You get to impact people in a way that you'll never know. :)