Scrumpcious Life

change is good.

change makes things better.

So, 2010, I'm going to make it even more spicier! :D

Imma

1. learn to be MORE positive-minded

2. do my best in events that will be running in UKM

3. hang out with my classmates more often

4. serve in PERKEB

5. drive to Perak one day

6. drive to Johor too

7. not going back to Miri, year end? since I'll be there for pre-practicum during Mid year! wuhoo!

8. see grace again. dont know how, but i want to

9. get Live Luxe by J.LO (beautiful scent)

10. be active in BSMM, PERKEB, COLLEGE DINNER and assignment. ONLY. :)

Start counting your blessings since it's coming to an end!! :)

Here is the top10 list of mine:

1. Duo Night Fantasia - directing a play "I dont want to be A Princess"

2. Serve in Campus Alive,Shah Alam - awesome period

3. Serve in FGA church - Ushering is GREAT!

4. Helping out in CHC - again, USHERING is fun!

5. Birthday - Thanks DEE for coming over. :) Appreciate it all.

6. got in UKM - great one!

7. joined pantun, Red Cross, puisi and debate - HAHAHAH

8. being able to come to Sydney & Mlebourne

9. CHC youth ministry picnic. LOL. Kenaidy and I had a good talk.

10. FOC camp, The Plan Conference - all mind blowing!

So what's yours?

While watching this, I got GOOSEBUMPS! LOL. All of you should watch this.. It's about a young couple that move in a house and next thing you know, all ends in hell. :D I even got freaking nightmare coz of it! I dreamt of my mother gripping my hand and scratching it deep into my skin. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. Ahh well, it's a good scary show. LOL.

Spilling out of words,

xoxo

when it hits you, it hits hard, that's what people say about love.

:D

I see one flaw about me. I love love. but I can't trully share love with people, that's where selfishness comes in. A wise man, namely CS LEWIS, said to love is to be vulnerable. I couldn't see the fact that someone GOT to be vulnerable or exposed just to feel loved and to love, especially not me.

I once have feelings for this one guy, pretty much not over him, obviously. LOL. I was able to give my lovey dovey actions (FYI, certainly not sex) to him, most importantly, to others gladly. I was being sincerely loving everybody else. Anyhoo, everything messed up, until now, it got complicated. The more years added in this formula, the more dip-crap I get myself into. "WOAH JOY, GET OVER HIM". yea, tell that to God. heh. Erm, not only this whole unfinished business got me into this level, there are some other major things that got me into THIS level. Oh, this is just a minimal thing. Really. If the major issues are conquered, I'll be easily in love with anyone new. HAHAHAHAHA.. All in all, I can't afford to love people much. that's the bottom line.

I'm certainly not being emo now. I just don't see the need of completely love anyone. U getting me? LOL.

I might blame myself for staying a spinster when I grow old and die.

Anyone care to be my flings next year?
oh, no worries I'll still update if I have any crushes next year, here.
You have to just wait and see.

HAHAHHAAHAAHA..



Spilling Out of Words,
XOXO

Sometimes I wonder why I am such a hopeless romantic. Seriously. I like people too fast. I like having the thoughts of "I'm going to have 6 kids with him, live in a nice country home alike and teach in a tough class and make a difference.." or 3 kids, if my mood changes. LOL.

Just so you know, I have the tendancy to leave the guys too.

I thank God for the signs to not continue my feelings.

which means I'm still single because of Him.

HAHAHAHAAH.

I find myself in a position to like someone now. OH WELL, my period is here now.

So, i'm blaming it for making me feel cheesy.

hahahahhahhah...

Anyway, I don't know this guy. Neither does he.

which IS true!

so, LIKE I SAID, i'm a hopeless romantic.

truth be told, I only read his blog.

such a great author/blogger and singer/composer.

he seems different.
*awwwww..Yes.. I paham..*

I ultimately don't know him. sad kan?

:D

I'm just letting it out here, since I don't know who to tell.

I kinda hope he knows me and we'll fall in love or something.

HAHHHAHAHHAHAHHAH..

Anyhoo, IF we were to fall in love, WHICH I DOUBT WE WILL,

I'd say my life would be just like Sleepless Seattle, in WHICH

What a beautiful movie. :)

Let us see how many hours my emo-ness lasts

Spilling out of Emo-ness

Merry Christmas Everyone!

It's the time of the year again!

Let me remind you again, it is NOT about santa!

(if you arrange it properly, it means satan)

It is about the birth of Jesus Christ, the ever Reigning Son of God,

who IS the founder of Christianity.

It may be fun to look at santa, bright lights, beautiful decor and reindeers, no doubt bout that.

But never lose sight who is the real reason for Christmas.

in order to do so,

let us do a simple math for each one of us to remember.

CHRISTMAS = CHRIST-a-MUST

lol.

It's NOT bout satan.

It's ABOUT Jesus.

:)

Merry Christmas again!

Spilling out of Joy!

When people lists down their long list of wishes and dreams for Christmas,

I have not listed down mine.

This year, I only wish FOR certain things:

1. Spending more time with Grace

2. Get Britney Spears' latest perfume

3. New pair of jeans

5. Friends to call me on my phone to say "merry christmas!"

that's all.

Nothing fancy, just need fellowship and perfume. :D

Merry Christmas People.

again, Christmas is not about Santa!

Spilling out of Confirmation!

XOXO