Friday, June 18, 2010

Spelling Out Life... with Faithfulness

ah crap, cedric saw my post.


Anyway, I learnt that today God is forever faithful and I'm thankful for that. An accident occurred to a family of my friend's friend. Yet God proves that He's faithful in bringing joy in the midst of sorrows. Wanna know why? The eldest daughter is alive and well, coz she was in UK during the crash in Kuantan. And the best part, her name is called Joy. See how faithful is He in everything. A time for mourning, a time for joy. I hope that she'll see His blessing of joy in this. Do pray for recovery for the mother, sister and the youngest brother. :) Amen.

Awesome God we're serving.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Spelling Out Life... with My REAL Feelings

I finally find the perfect song for my feelings! LOL. like, not the Love Is Waiting type la. o yes, I do wait. but this one song, The Only Exception by Paramore, is like what I feel the whole time in my life. Things happened before in my life and towards the end, I think I'm on my way to believing something now, even if it takes years. :) Beautiful song. :) A song that speaks of my past and my present! period! I shall thank God for this creativity! :)

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream


You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing

Lol. yea. Cedric's constant behaviour continuously making me fond of him daily. *shh* I'm not even sure if he reads my stuff here. HAHAHAHAHA. so I can talk crap bout him, if u want. LOL. anyway, he is the same old guy who does things repetitively (most of the times, daily) but I think that is what I needed most now... :) Everyday, he would just reaffirm me that "Hey, I'm here and we'll work things out together slowly. Don't worry k?", either thru actions or just encouraging words. :)

with constant prayers and supports from him and the whole clan behind us,
yea, I'm on my way to believing.

Monday, June 7, 2010

:) Here's a song that sums up my current love life. LOL. calie. love life. LOL!!! haahahahahha.. no ba, let me rephrase that. "here's a song that sums up my current relationship". sounds better? hahhaahahahahahahaaha..

Love is waiting by Brooke Fraser

In the autumn on the ground, between the traffic and the ordinary sounds
I am thinking signs and seasons while a north wind blows through
I watch as lovers pass me by
Walking stories - whos and hows and whys
Musing lazily on love
Pondering you
I'll give it time, give it space and be still for a spell
When it's time to walk that way we wanna walk it well

I'll be waiting for you baby
I'll be holding back the darkest night
Love is waiting 'til we're ready, 'til it's right
Love is waiting

It's my caution not the cold
There's no other hand that I would rather hold
The climate changes, I'm singing for strangers about you
Don't keep time, slow the pace
Honey hold on if you can
The bets are getting surer now that you're my man


I could write a million songs about the way you say my name
I could live a lifetime with you and then do it all again
And like I can't force the sun to rise or hasten summer's start,
Neither should I rush my way into your heart

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Spelling Out Life... with Someone

I'm in like with someone now.
Just let us see how it grows from here...

If you ask how did it happened,
He's just one bloke that got my attention in a weird way!
He apparently can go around my standard of idea on one thing,
cause he has the same thing as well!
for years of knowing him, make it 2 years of knowing him,
I never once knew he had the same idea on certain things! until recently.
like, WHO KNEW! hahahahahah
the most awkward but best part, he is a friend of mine.
but nonetheless, it has been a blessing to have him around.
now I'm praying that i'll have him around for a long time. :)

friends first. love comes later. or it already has. :)

the best part, God is in the midst of it. :) and there goes the free love! :D