Spelling Out Life... with God's Heart

Lord, Lord,

now I know what breaks You. I'm REALLY sorry.

now I feel what breaks You.

NOW I KNOW.

You've shown me personally that, pretty much CLEARLY.

NOW I KNOW.

and God, it hurts so much. It hurts me so much!

EXCRUCIATINGLY painful.

Lord, Lord,

I give up on my stupid slow self. Teach me more about You.

Teach me how to reach out and stop being such a coward.

Use me tremendously in the Council, in my class, in my daily activities.

I give up being nobody in my college.

I give up being quiet in You.

Teach me.

You've broken my heart into seeing things that are possibly wrong and

You've shown me how those break You, instead.

Lord, Lord

please use me.

please. I know I'm foolish in so many ways

but teach me. Teach me to love. Teach me to worship You like never before.

YAHWEH,

I really am broken.

Thank You Lord for making me feel what hurts You.

Thank You.