Spelling Out Life... with Responsibility

GOD,

I'M PISSED. SERIOUSLY ANNOYED.

DO YOU SERIOUSLY THINK I CAN DO THIS????!!!!!!!!!

I'M NOT GOOD IN ORGANIZING MY MIND, MY THOUGHTS AND SO MANY THINGS.

I SUCK IN BEING A SECRETARY!!!!!!!! I SUCK AT BEING SOMEBODY'S GIRLFRIEND.

I SUCK AT BEING SOMEBODY'S FRIEND. I SUCK AT KEEPING PROMISES. I SUCK AT RUNNING THINGS. I SUCK AT DOING SIMPLE THINGS. I SUCK IN HANDLING MY EMOTIONS. I SUCK AT TEACHING SOMEBODY. I SUCK AT SO MANY THINGS.

GOD,

DO YOU REALLY THINK I CAN DO THIS?????!!!!

I'M PISSED AT MYSELF. I DON'T THINK I CAN DO THIS.

GOD,

PLEASE HELP.

"draw close to me and you'll find strength."

i'm sad, God. :'( I'm tired, God. I'm stressed, God. I'm honestly sad, God. Daddy, I'm sad. I really am sad. I'm stressed.