Spelling out Life... with manja

I wonder how can the spouses of the youngest child can handle their spouse??
LOL.
Punya la me ni mengada like anything n attention-seeker type. So sad wei.
I wonder why la I end up with a guy who is the opposite of me????!! ahahahahaahahahahah..
partly tension, partly awesome. LOL. seriously!
tension much when I don't get the stupid attention that I wanted. partly awesome is when I get attention when I dont need them and when I learn to be less dependent on people. HAHAAHAHAHAHA..

susah susah.
kesusahan itu sebahagian dari kehidupan.
calie ba saya ni.



xoxo.
Love is a battlefield.

Spelling Out Life... with Public Speaking Competition

Going to train 'em now.
who?
My college's junior whom I prefer calling them Friends.
They are awesome bunch of people, if u ask me.
I thank God for every moment that I'm with them.
God never fails to amaze me with the new skills they are making or ME having.
Through them,
i learnt patience, tons of wisdom and grace.
Through them,
I polish up my counseling skills, time management, teaching skills and lame-ness skills.
hahahhahahah.
but most of all, I learn to grow every time that they are around.


On the 2nd and 3rd, Mat is going to represent the college and UKM for a Public Speaking Competition. *sikit lagi mau tulis pubic speaking.. ahahhahahahaahahahahahaha * honestly, I have no idea on how to train people for public speaking. He'll be my first guinea pig. XD But like I said earlier on, I learn rite? yes, this is a learning process. I'm TRYING my best on not to be blind and guide the blind. LOL.

Do pray that I'll manage him well. :)

Another competition is on the 9th of Oct.. Mat, Wai Wai and Chong Yen are competing in KTDI. I'm not sure AGAIN on how to train them. LOL.


Dear Lord,
Hear my prayer... Send me help from everywhere to teach me to train my friends on how to give a good show on the competitions... I'm new in this whole thing. I know I did compete twice in primary school and ALL i could remember was the style that I was taught on. Why does only that side of memory comes up? why? Teach me oh Lord on how to do this. I commit all these 3 competitions unto your hands, I ask that You guide me through that I may be able to train them according to Your Will. Give me the sufficient help to build them up according to Your ways. I ask that through these competitions, I may be able to bring You Glory. I'm not doing this for my own name, but for Your glory. I'm poor in mind and skills but You are rich enough to carry my friends and I far in the competition. Thank You Lord for the opportunities given to build our character. Thank You for the joy and fun moments, the stress times too. LOL. Thank You Lord, In Jesus' name, amen.


xoxo.

Spelling out Life... with sighness

today marks one year.
Dear Uncle Hajok, you've been lovely and a great blessing to many.
I miss you. I'm sad. I dono why are you so dear to me. but I thank God for that. :)



*been emotional the whole day. i miss my friends -- Sek kuan, Liza, Varreni, Michelle, Livan and Sherlyn dearly.*

Spelling Out Life... with a CAR

I prayed for a car,
Caroline Lee can be my witness.
I told her about my thoughts.
I told her my worries and my excitement.
worries in term of finance-more responsibilities.
excitement in giving more blessings for others.

and yes,
I finally got it.
and I'm scared. LOL.
and I'm glad.




Dear Lord, thank You for the blessings, thank You for the car, thank You for the trust that You put in my hand now. But Lord, I commit this car unto Your hands. I pray that it'll be a blessing to You and Your ministries. I don't want it to be a reason of irresponsibility and I want to grow even closer to You with the presence of this car. Let it be a vessel of blessings. Carry me throughout the whole usage Lord. I know not how to handle a car but You do, teach me via friends. Give me wisdom. Give me grace, humility, love and a servanthood heart as I have this car. I surrender each part of this car unto Your hands. Use it Lord for Your glory. :) In Jesus' name, amen. :)






Ps: This car is not my car but it has the same design, colour and uh, my rims are silver and red, instead of pink? LOL. I love my new baby. :)

Spelling out Life... with Bad Friend

I think I've been sucky as a friend. Sigh.

Spelling out Life... with Offer!!!

LOL, 2 nights ago, I served a customer and his family dinner.. and in return, he asked for me and asked if I wanted to work as a HR person in his company! hahahahaha. Sadly, I have to decline. LOL.

But thank you Lord. :)

Spelling out Life... with Overseas Stuff

*ranting mode*

Okay, I feel envious of those that are able to go overseas and study!!!!!
LOL. the fact that they are able to go venture around new places, see new faces, do new things, have different study style, and may even experience new things like snow etc etc, makes me a lil green on the eyes. LOL. SIGH. why can't I be sponsored by any institute or relatives like any of my friends?

Reasons? glad enough to entertain you...

#1 I'm not that smart to get straight As or near straight As to get sponsored by any institutes.
#2 the fact that i'm from an average family, I can't afford expensive universities internationally.
#3 the fact that i'm a mediocre in my studies or social life, I think i suit better in Malaysia cause of the lifestyle. sigh.

hahahahahahaahahahaha. *gila mode*

Kesian kan me? stuck here. they say the other side is greener than our side. or some sort like that. I think it's somewhat true in some sense la. Better quality in service, tougher exams, higher quality of exam level, good food etc etc... SIGH. I feel like complaining why i'm still stuck here. WHY. hahahahahahaa.. Yes, remind me of the 3 reasons again. xP

blablalalalalala..

*ranting mode ends*

Well, aside from the top 3 reasons, I think I know why I'm still back in Malaysia. :) God knows my character more than I. I know deep down I'll still have a huge spot of my country home in my heart. I know I'll miss malaysia a few months after being in such a super nicer way cooler country. I still remember when I was in Sydney for near 2 months, I was slightly bored coz there's no friends around, no friendly faces, tight on budget etc etc. I love the whole atmosphere but I sense of no homey-lovey thingling thing in my heart. heh. :) I'd love vacations overseas but anything longer than 2 weeks, I'll think about it? LOL. Yea, I love Malaysia. No matter how terrible it is in corruptions, how slow are the services, how terrible is the service but my families of hundreds and friends that are uncountable and the future that I'm longing for for Malaysia are keeping me safely tucked in the local ground... Perhaps, I may want to move to any parts of the Asean countries, one day. Say Phillippines? (is that a correct speeling?) I have this soft spot for the kids there for years now! heh. I might settle down there if I love it there. :) But of course, that has to depend on God's will. :)

*prayer mode*

Dear Lord, I pray that I'm able to go the Phillipine one day and serve you there for as long as you want me to. :) Oh, if it's Your will, please put the same vision in the heart of my loved ones and -the one- so that we can work this out in Your name. if not now, maybe later la, also can. take Your time. LOL!!! :) thank you Lord. :))))) In Jesus' name, amen. :) I love You God. :)

*manja mode*

xoxo.