Spelling Out Life... with Faith

i miss my daddy God. I really miss God.

Spelling Out Life... with lost and not found

I'm currently at the stage where I deliberately run away from the work of God, the grace of God and the love of God.

If you want to know how I feel or think, here is the list:

1. I'm lost. spiritually.

2. I lost vision of what a woman of God should be like.

3. I lost vision of what a Christian is.

4. I lost the strength that wakes me up every morning.

5. I'm sad that I'm not serving in church at the moment.

6. I'm sad that I don't feel joy in doing anything.

7. I feel empty.

8. I'm going crazy inside.

9. I'm down.

10. I feel broken every day.

11. I don't anticipate for anything. nothing interests me anymore.

12. I miss worshiping God in an awesome wondrous manner.

13. I feel dead inside.

14. I don't experience the fruit of the Spirit and that hurts me.

15. I feel empty.

16. I miss God.

17. I'm dried up.

18. I feel as if I live to waste oxygen.

I'm at the stage where I want to go home and see my daddy God and say "Daddy, I'm tired. Carry me to my room, can?'' and i dont know what to do now.

Spelling Out Life... with Ipu Beridang

She left on the 29th of November 2011, the day of my close friend's birthday. :)

I love you Ipu. You are one awesome figure. :)

Spelling Out Life... with Pastor Kid

HAH.

I'm officially a PK now. what is PK? Look at the title. HAHAHAHAHAH..

Never in my entire life that I come across that "title". LOL. Used to be "Anak Tuan/Anak Polis/Anak Boss" then now, "Anak Pastor".. heheheheheh.. It's interesting to know, of course.

Spelling Out Life... with 7.11.11

we went for a karaoke session in CEO Neway in Fahrenheit88. 7hours of singing, dancing and emo-ing. HAHAHAHA..

it was a good time. :)

thanks to Su-Jian who made it happen for me, thanks to Georgina, Danny, Cora, Varreni, Adi, Pang, Alyssa and Marie for the awesome time out. LOL.

the drama was hilarious. rm84 for 7 bowls of titbits. :D

Spelling Out Life... with Home

meh.

i want to fly in an airplane. go somewhere.

Spelling Out Life... with home

i want to go home.

I can't sleep after a whole day singing songs in CEO Neway in Fahrenheit88 in Bukit Bintang area. I miss flying back "home". I just miss the idea of going back to my hometown. sigh.