Lesson CIE 1 - Brochure

Here is my CIE work. In which we are needed to design a brochure for this CIE class. Practically, I've done one 2 months ago. BUT I was so smart that I didnt save it when I did it in CIE computer lab. hahahahaha. So, here I am, with a new design and I'm LOVING it! :D Who knows I can be a good doll maker! HAHAHAHA..

Spelling Out Life... With a Question

When I thought I could hold on to you. I was wrong?
When I thought I could trust you. I was wrong?
When I thought you could be different. I was wrong?
When I thought you could have chosen friendship over love. I was wrong?
When I thought you could have been there everytime. I was wrong?
When I thought we could be a strong family. I was wrong, I suppose?

I know. Boy, I was wrong. How can I be so naive to think that "Hey, maybe this time, it could be different".

You chose that path and making me feel discarded. I thought it was understandable. But clearly, I was that problem to you. even until now. I shall take my rightful place now. I'm not being emotional. I still have a place for you.

But I'm not sure whether I have a place up in there. Should I be bothered? I don't think you even notice. Glad time is up. Glad enough. Hope you are happy. I do pray so, since that is what you clearly want.

Spilling out of Disappointments.

Spelling Out Life... With a Thought of Two

Life is indeed a love story.
You live because God loves you so much.
You live because He gave Jesus to die for your sins.
You live because He planned it well and good for you.
You live because He lives in you.

What more love story would we want?

There's a girl I know, she is always there to give people a tight bear hug and the warmest biggest grin. She once told me, "You know what, this world needs love. I think we should show it more often." So, reluctantly I just flow along to what she requested me to do. Hands down, it was the best thing I could do for the people around me -- the joy seen on their faces, delightful and pleasing. The one day, I chattered with her "Hey, you could possibly be the best mother and a wife to somebody. Just want you to know that." All she could reply was "Hrmm... Maybe I would. But I don't believe in marriage. Sometimes, you just know the heart that you have on the sleeve can just lose itself from the string and fall off. And at that moment, you'll get nothing in return." Ouch... I know. I tried to console her over and over but she never listens. She was scared and is still fear of commitment... And yes, she did told me that she liked this guy and said how he could be perfect for her, godly enough to bring her to God yet earthly enough to be her best friend, lover and a soulmate for life... But deep down, she knew she's just a friend to him. I tried to convince to her "It's okay. Only time will tell." Sigh. Sometimes, I wish I can tell that to myself. Hahahaha. At the mean time, let us just grow and share the love, like her. Who knows, we might just leave footprints in others' lives without knowing it. Who knows, we might just learn to let things go in the midst of giving love out. Who knows.

Anyway folks, sometimes love is there for people, sometimes love may not appear to us clearly. But love is always there, waiting for us, when we actually wait on it. Be still and know He is god. wait for love. wait for Him. because He is Love.

So, what's your love story?

Spilling out of Words,
XOXO

Spelling Out Life... With a Heart for You

in the midst of chaotic disruptions
I see myself growing with you
in the midst of maddening growl
you told me to let it go
in the midst of waterfall flows
you said "Just trust Him"... knowing that I'll make it through
in the midst of my inexpressible emotions
you were quiet... understandable
in the midst of it all
i thank you for your big heart
in the midst of it all
i thank Him for you



Spilling out of Words,
XoXo

Spelling Out Life... With Short Summary Sem 1 2009/2010

For Semester 1 in UKM

I've been involved in:

1. BSMM - Learnt a lot. Somehow my brain is finally disciplined, a lil. :D
- My team got 2nd in the presentation for Simulasi in Kuantan. Random dance,
singing, and acting on Sometimes, Britney Spears.
- I got the Overall Best Participant award by the BSMM officers. LOL. Didnt expect it
at all!
- I emcee for the Majlis Perasmian BR of KTHO.
- In charge of Technical Department

2. Debate - Learnt to make TONS of friends outside education fac/PERKEB/college! :D
- Learnt to speak up. although I SOMEHOW MISSED A LOT OF TRAINING. urgh.
- I just dont get why I have the desire to stay put when I can't even attend most
trainings!
- Joined Debate VC-Cup Tournament

3. College's Activities - Convo week Business stuff.
- Pantun Competition
- Help in Bakti Siswa
- Pengarah for Lateral Thinking
- Help in MAP under Protocol
- Emcee during MMP
- Drama team got 3rd place in Inter-college Drama Competition


4. PERKEB - First time worship lead in PERKEB, on 15 Oct 2009.
- My team's performance during F.O.C got number 1! lol.
- Leading the Publicity department for MK 2010.
- Meet a lot of great people!

5. Faculty - Joined Pantun Competition
- Have awesome bunch of classmates.



9 out of 10 are my first time doing them. :D But ALL glory to Him who brought all these to make me grow, stronger. Thank Him for His grace and joy throughout the DOWNS n ups. lol. :D He's forever awesome.

Spilling Out of Words,

xoxo

Romans 8:26-28 says,

"And the Holy Spirit helps us in our weakness.
For example, we don't know what God wants us to pray for.

But the Holy Spirit prays for us

with groanings that cannot be expressed in words.
And the Father who know all hearts knows what the Spirit is saying,
for the Spirit pleads for us believers in harmony with God's own will.
And we know that God causes everything to work together
for the good of those who love God
and are called according to his purpose for them."

Spelling Out Life... With Political parties and Alcohol

I couldn't grasp the ideas of PAS wanting to ban-or-thinking-of-any-related-words-to-banning liquor in Pakatan places...

why can't they leave it be? People have been drinking and NONE made noises bout it since forever. Why can't they focus more on the MORE important issues like helping the poor or give education to people? Liquor is not the BIG issue here. Just because Muslims have the special rights 153, which I respect, THAT doesn't mean you leaders can be so extremist about it, be so overrated about it.

again...

Why focus on minor things? Just because the Muslims might be tempted by liquor, that doesn't mean they can't face that? A person who is of faith have faith that they will run the race of faith diligently. Doesn't all religions face temptations? But DO YOU see any of them go and propose any ideas to ban all the temptations? No right? My my... If all men were to be tempted by the pornography, tempted by electronic goods, EVEN BY WOMAN, tell me, are YOU going to ban those things? :) THINK WISELY. Are not all worldly things are forms of temptations if you didn't watch out for your eyes? :)

So think again, dear politicians,
some things are just minor,
why waste time?

Live in respect,
Choose unity at all times.
That is the story.

Spilling Out of Words,
XOXO